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Hello, I'm Xuejun. If you're reading this, I just want to say thank you for taking the time to check out this. I've been thinking about what to write about myself, and its hard cause this is my first public essay on my msn homepage and i want this to be perfecttttt, but i keep worrying about how stupid or cheesy i might sound. Then some one told me that saying of 'just do you', so, i decided to stick with that and go for it.

During my four years studying in the university,if I call the previous three years that I was walking then in the last half year I slowed down or even stopped as I must do it, something more important is waiting,that is to stop walking and start thinking.And what I have to think about is that what am I exactly and what have I learned during these four years.

Since then I didnot go and look for novels in my usual shelves on the third floor of the library,I didnot go to the netbar playing all night long,nor do any crazy things like long time long distance riding till deadly tired in the vocation.Instead I just sat there still,thinking something else while holding a book in my hand.

Walking on the street,I will still feel greatly moved when a beauty comes by,without any directions with my accompaniers while just a smile.A smile to her, a smile to me,a smile to  all this world.

But only until I woke up did I find it that it’s such a amazing period of time getting deeply into my own thought. I woke up with nothing but only a little lost.Obviosly,I didnot figure it out.But I just stopped again as I know I will one day see it myself.

I want to chat,I want to meet a guy who can tell me what I am or I will figure it out myself through the chatting.So I am here.

Are you the one?

I am always looking forward to it…